my outing with smelly elly last friday(=
hahaha cowdung has a new name.




i crave desperately for the stars.



cos with the stars, i feel at peace.
i feel no particular need to care about anything at all.
and i dont want to care. cos caring is so



tiring.



its so tiring.



and draining.




im just talking about things generally here cos im not miserable.



things happening now are too trivial to make me miserable.




romance is overrated for a reason.
indeed true.



and we all crave for romance. who doesnt?
we all want someone we can lean on. we all want someone who knows all your flaws,
who accepts you for who you are and who still loves you even if not forever,
but for as long as your fate states.




sometimes i really want to grow up. and stop studying.
and work.
be a larger part of society.




but i like being a kid. cos when you're a kid,
you can pull your pants down, knock into every pillar,
laugh and scream, fall down, cry, pout and whine, worry about trivial things
and nobody will care.
cos well, you're a kid.

this is.. DA LOVE <3

oohh ahh.

i need. the stars.